I suppose I haven’t actually written anything about my pregnancy… but I would like to start.
It has been an interesting journey this one. I’m not sure anyone can truly express what it is like to be pregnant, it is really something one has to experience to understand. I’m not going to go through my pregnancy up to this point because that would be an awful lot and honestly i’m just not that interested in reliving it at the moment! However I will start us at 21 weeks.
21 Weeks came around and I had a sore throat that formed into a nasty head cold, my nights were very limited of sleep as my bladder seemed to be full everytime I moved. On top of hormones and exhaustion something just wasn’t quite right downstairs. Oh brilliant! I have yeast infection. It all was a bit overwhelming to be frank. I was not stoked on what my body was going through at this time but knew it would pass. I had the delight of a friend coming to visit for a week and a half which was such a nice refreshing dose of socializing that was well needed. Once she left to go back home my hormones were going off the chart and depression started to creep in and I was having a very hard time feeling like myself. BOOM! I had a mental break down which ended up actually being quite refreshing once it was over and I had the chance to get some stuff off my chest with the point making it fully across the finish line.
Which brings us to a couple days ago. My depression has passed for now, my hormones… well I don’t expect them to calm down anytime soon but am feeling more at peace with myself and my body.
I suppose I will leave it at that, until a perhaps future update (hopefully).