Filmed this the other day after i went on a mini shopping spree at dollarama 😛 How exciting.. Anywho i just updated my page should stop by and let me know what you think of my new header for the new youtube layout.. if anyone is even out there.
ps- i’ll be filming a May Favorites tomorrow.. probably won’t be up for a couple days, i’ll be posting an update of what i have been up to in a little bitty xo
Here is a preview of my shoot i did a couple of days ago with a friend of mine from the band Tofu Stravinsky.
I have neglected you for a while it feels like.. I have a dilemma.. I have one apply left and i’m being a little piggy and want to eat it but then i thought to myself.. that would make for a good batch of apple cinnamon muffins for desert later..
Not much of a dilemma is it?.. I’m obviously just going to eat the apple, too much work for a stoner like my PSYC.. Muffins make for much better photo’s don’t you agree?
So.. today i started my three times a week fitness routine, I went to “turbo jam” and killed it on the 3 pound weights hahaha 45 minute intense workout now i’m at home was suppose to go next door for a turkey dinner for a buddies birthday who we celebrated the other night.. I showed up with my plate there was really loud electronic music going and a room full of people smoking every single person was smoking for a non smoker it was very disgusting and i could hardly breathe. I go to the kitchen and the person cooking is smoking over top of the turkey! So i ended up feeling really sick and coming home. Now i have carrots and cauliflower on the stove steaming 🙂 easier to not over eat this way because i am a professional over eater.
Now i’m going to start downloading some video footage for the campaigne video and i have a poster that i’ve put aside very many times by accident and cannot forget to get working on that after this video!
Okay well that’s all for now, sad that The Carrie Diaries are at an end of the season.. Thank goodness for Bates Motel!
Here’s a doodle from tonight.
Edit: I’m guilty my boyfriends making midnight pancakes hehehe
No luck on finding the manual online or anywhere. Hoping my mum will be able to track it down at her place. So until that is found i still feel like being creative… So for tomorrow since im tired and burnt out now and it’s only 8:32 in the evening.. i’m going to do some research DIY/craft projects to start and i’m going to start being more productive physically so i have more to show and hopefully can start selling some of my stuff! <– Big dreamin right now, all behold the motivational liar! Hahaha me.
I might as well not post what my ideas are and start drawing them out so nobody steals them! Even though i will be the one stealing 😛
I don’t know about you, but i am all over the place a lot of the time doing as many things as possible in a day. I finally had the motivation to get my sewing machine out finally after having it under my desk for a year and a half haunting me. So i have it on top of my desk now, looking up the manual that i don’t have while watching low budget horror movies. I got the Midnight Horror collection vol 8 and 9 i believe is somewhere which they both contain 8 movies on each collection.
I guess i am suppose to be around an interview tonight which i’m not really apart of so i don’t see the point of me being there. I am also working with an agency photographer and have a bunch of photo’s i’m working on to be on the agency website and in portfolio’s which is sweet and productive on my side of things. No money involved yet but that’s why i have to get onto an agency website with my edits and being published in a magazine before anyone should really want to pay me anyways for work! Although i did get one offer and i haven’t gotten to it because i feel like i’m juggling too much right now that i forgot about the dishes i had soaking in the hot water, went back did the dishes made tea and here i am with my sewing machine unthreaded.
The sun is out but yet i still do not want to be around people. It’s a beautiful day and i should take myself for a walk. I came to my mums last night because i needed to get away from the shore i felt like i was going….. crazy.
I’m tired of not having my own friends, i have friends but they are not originally mine they do not know me well enough and i did not choose them. i literally do not have one of my close friends around who knows me, who i don’t have to be nervous about what they will say behind my back. I need someone around me that i don’t feel out of place. I don’t feel as though i belong where i am living..,. I have thoughts about moving to Vancouver but it is so fucking expensive i feel like it will never happen, other thoughts about moving to Montreal it’s just so far away but i guess thats what i am going for. Time to start house shopping online and getting an idea of what life could be elsewhere.